Her name is Jessie
We kicked it since we were little kids
Throughout her life there's a bunch of stuff that she shouldn't have 'did'
She was cool but there's a lot of stuff she could've fixed
But addicted to drugs is what I had thought she couldn't get
Until she had started hanging 'round them other kids
Who showed her some sweet pills and other shit
And introduced her to O.C. which is really ill,
So whenever she was feeling down she'd just take a pill.
It ain't really bother me 'cause it was nothing big, no- it only bothered me when she started to take it more!
I'm sure she knew that doing it wasn't a smart move!
She'd walk around with those lil' pupils like new moons
I tried to tell her her life goes to be ruined.
But she just told me to chill out, she knows what she's doin'.
So I'm thinking hard if I should get hostel
but said 'fuck it' and watched her take it right up her nostril.

Eleventh grade where she's s'posed to be but she's in the nineth
She got up for school feeling like it's the end of life
She got up her bunk bed to go and take a pill,
a couple minutes later, now she's feeling real.
She'd go to school and wide open's how she'd get her eyelids.
Trying hard to act like all them other kids.
Now big surprises from the teachers when they find her going to the bathroom, oh shit, once again?
I guess it wasn't that bad after all that she did O.C.
It made her see stuff that normal people don't see.
It boosted up her confidence, she thought that she was free!
Until she had none left. Now she's acting strange. She can't buy anymore so she's asking me for change.
Then she's pissed 'cause I don't wanna be part in that play
I never thought that the O.C. could make her act this way!

Jessie's parents walked into her room after she came back, then they notice Jessie on the floor, spitting vomit out.
She just really drunk, scared as fuck and she tells them all about the cody and the O.C. and her
heroin-fall!
She explained it but they thought their kid was lost
Instead of nice and caring they just were pissed off.
They screamed until she had enough.
They just can't get a grip, they can't believe she did this shit.
They didn't think what made her slip was their behaviour ruining it.
And now they're pulling a suitcase through the door, telling her to open it and pack it for three weeks or more
They wanted to make her go and she did not say no
and they were glad 'cause it kept the fighting low.
So she'd give in and joined them on the ride
And they just put her there until she'd get a stable mind.
She sends a message sayin' she's trying for a new life
And I am glad although it stabs me like a fucking knife.
I went up to say 'hi' but she was feeling rough
And I had barely arrived when she called me saying I'd better fuck off.
So I didn't see crap.
And I didn't get to see her 'til she got out of rehab.
Even when she got out she was still depressed
until she heard a little tiny voice in her head, that said:

Excuse me do you need a ride?
Looks like you're going to drown!
Feel free! Hop in my ride,
well hi, I am Cody
Cody, hi I am Cody
Cody
Come ride with me...

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lyrics based on "Hopsin- Chris Dolmeth"

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verändert von xxxNoPersonalityxxx
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